The Beauty of being the Beast

I recon we've spoken. If we haven't, boy do I have something to say

I've come to the conclusion that what's right is what feels right.

As long as it doesn't affect yourself and others too much negatively..its ok to do what you want to do

You know what's right? Scarlett J. She's right. Ryan Reynolds may have a power ring, but he doesn't have her anymore. Poor Bastard. At most he can conjure up a green version of her.

That aside everyone gravitates towards the tried and tested. Everyone wants foolproof. No such thing.

Fools are a dime a dozen. I figure since fool proof isn't actually fool proof , might as well try new things...but in moderation. That's the only way its healthy. Makes for a good bumper sticker don't it? yuh.

I cringe at wanting something too badly. Its an ugly feeling.

Its ok to want things. Normal. But its important to remember there's a whole lotta things

The world doesn't stop.

There are a lotta options out there and plenty of experiences to be had.

So sometimes you have to let yourself go and enjoy it.

Its ok to be happy. Its ok to try new things. Its ok to really live.

It is ok to surprise even yourself. So if you find yourself doing something you thought you would never do.......its ok. Enjoy it. Relish it. Your life. You choose.

I like being happy.

So I've decided its not always about the beauty in things.

Sometimes its about the beast :)

Fight and Flight

Its a different life on a different day

Its the hot sticky month of May

Such a romantic past

A novel, right from the start

Nothing holds me captive

A free bird to all who can see

I can leap and glide

With the evening tide

Such a glorious moon

Shines and marks the coming of June

I forbid the wind to blow me away without my will

I do what I can, I do with skill

Punish the flaws, no dead roots in the way

The night is calm

As is my skin

My cool breath adds to the atmosphere

Helps its form

I am vegetated in awesomeness

I have tasted her

The present. She's glorious. Ever forming

In this formation I live.

Shes like a pregnant woman

I implanted her

Now i take care of her

So I leave a promising future

My will is to fly

I will and you will watch me

My will is to fly, this time without baggage

My will is to fly, this time lighter

My will is to fly, this time to soar

My will is to fly

Who says you need wings.

Previously on smallville........

Ever since I understood the concept of superhero....I have loved the greatest of em all 'SUPERMAN'.

So it was natural that 10 years ago when I was merely 14 and piss in my pants excited about everything ...that I would be excited about a show that was devoted to telling the story of the transition of a farm boy into the worlds greatest fictional superhero. I remember eagerly watching the very first episode and going 'WOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW' in my head. I was thankful for the invention of television. I know I know I sound like one of those 'super' geeks at comic conventions (which reminds me that there are no comic conventions here) god damn it. Any way the point is yes I started watching the show cause it was about SUPERMAN. But you know what the funny thing is. They don't even utter the word superman until the very last episode of the series. The whole time every fan I've known waited for ten seasons to watch clark kent to finally become superman, but along the way you know what we realised ....we realised that the cliche line 'Its the journey and not the destination' makes a lotta sense. I saw clark grow up on tv while I grew up as well. Smallville comforted me in ways inexplicable. Because every one knows Superman always comes thru. Always makes the right choices. Always morally correct. But but but but...we saw in this show ..how he completely fucked up on so many occasions along his journey in becoming the man of steel

He was selfish, arrogant, had his heart broken, he even showed off, was too aggressive sometimes, lost control, got jealous. All human emotions. All the things we've felt. And this made every fan feel closer and gave us the ability to understand that all of us are capable of all the wrongs. But in the end its our choices and our will to grow and to realize the goodness we are capable off is what sets us apart... And of course the actual action of doing good. For ourselves and for others.

Thank You smallville.

nietzsche- 'So who are you, Man or Superman?'

Placid skies and romantic spies

So I told her, I said.. I'm the best out there.

The best you got.

Then someone said...'did u ever consider that may be it isn't the best she wants'

My skin is burnt

I've come back with a body full of lasting memory

A memory which an outsider , if he got a preview would seem like a perfect story.

I wonder, back when I saw it all falling into place if I ever wondered that someday I may cease to want it formed.

I did want it, no doubt. I loved the feeling, theres evidence.

But I wonder , out loud... may be it never formed cause it would be wrong.

It would be wrong that it happen, even if at a point in time...or make that a long period..it seemed perfect.

But like she said man... may be ideal isn't what its cracked up to be.

But I needed this.

It came. To whack me hard.

It came to shake me up.

The skies they conspired with the spies to make a setting perfect for the play

They followed us. They prompted us. They meddled cause may be a dosage of meddling was required.

And today they ask me....

boy , what now?... are you finally through?

Is it over? Is it done?

As I sighed, I said follow me and find out

The Decade of Love and Loss

There's no combination of words ,I could put on the back of a postcard,

 No song that I could sing...But I can try for your heart,

 Our dreams, and they are made out of real things, Like a shoebox of photographs,

 With sepiatone loving, Love is the answer..

 At least for most of the questions in my heart , Like why are we here?

 And where do we go? And how come it's so hard?

 It's not always easy, And sometimes life can be deceiving,

 I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together

- Jack Johnson

'May be I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts,

And we've got to find other ways to make it alone or keep a straight face...

And I've always lived like this...keeping a comfortable distance..because none of it was ever worth the risk....

And that was the day that I promised, that I would never sing of love...if it does not exist'

- Paramore'

Hiatus

Farewell. For now.

Thanks for reading.

For Japan

Japan. Our prayers and support are with you.

May you heal from this, recover and rise again.