Courage and cure

I thought it was a new beginning.

But it was an ending. And well that eventually leads to a beginning. Eventually.

Im stuck in limbo now.

Neither here, nor there.

The cure came, when I least expected it.

What I experienced was perhaps not what I was waiting for.

What came was a cure.

A new perspective. 'That isn't it for you' was the message.

I struggled for a long time on a pursuit.

I chased after a mirage, something that was never mean't to be mine.

Almost like a birthright. I thought it was mine to claim.

Nay. Ever come to the point where you've wanted something so bad...

that when you're around it...even if u are restraining yourself...your skin crawls involuntarily

almost seeking out to grab the object of your attention/affection.

I have.

But you know what's ironic. You are also capable of reaching a point, that after wanting something so bad.....you reach a point where you hit saturation. Your skin lies calm.

And then suddenly...just like that. Poof. Its gone. The craving with all its glory is gone.

What then do you make of this predicament ?

Is it considered an unseen cure or is it called giving up?

I think only you can answer that for yourself.

Because in the end the courage to accept facts as they are and not as you think they should be divides the dreamers and the ones who calculate.

It takes balls to accept a fact.

You are a frickin Pinata.

Life is the stick.

Somebody's thrashing.

But get this ...even if ur being thrashed...don't forget you're full of goodies.

A godsend comes in different packages. Some packages we think of as replacements.

But may be we don't get to keep them. They are reminders that there are other packages.

A present with your name on it, is out there somewhere.

It'll come gift wrapped someday...till then strive to deserve it.

A cure can come only with courage.

Courage comes with experience and growth.

Courage helps deal with difficult situations.

Courage reminds of hope.

There is always hope for cure.

Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty says .....' No matter how messy a place can get...you can always clean it up'

Its true.

The fairy tale is over....

But real life can be just as unbelievable.

Tuck me in tonight with a song....

May be tomorrow I'll wake up different.