My Mind

Pant , Pant

My sweat hits the ground..

My heart pumping hard

The scenery whizzes by suddenly

The sunlight hits my eye.

Just breathe.

My voice is steady.

Nothing is written.

What do I want?

Do Vampires exist?

What is the relevance of all these thoughts

Why am I thinking of cotton candy

Images of swings and popcorn

Was it all just a movie...

Who is this girl, why did she become important

This girl out of the blue. How did this happen?

How do I help my friend?

How can I achieve more?... How will it play out.

I want to dance. Right now. I want music

I want music in my bloodstream. Pumping through my veins.

My guitar...will I be able to do wonders with it?

What of the dogs? When will animals be considered important

That girl. Shes new. I can't stop thinking of her. I don't know her at all. Its a secret. Don't tell anyone.

I am dressed in blue...is it because I feel blue? Its not even Monday.

I slept for 4 hours. Im functioning fine.

I have adjusted. Life is an adjustment.

So many quotes on life. What the hell do we know.

Life is relative. Defined by experience.

My spellings are good. My handwriting I hate. My writing , my output.

My muscles are aching...too much exercise...Now then how to challenge the mind?

What comes after tomorrow? If tomorrow will be yesterday, day after... then what off today?

I want to text this girl. I want to know her. why? how?

I crave steak.

Now im hungry.

Sex.

Pleasure.

Faces.

Movement.

Friction.

Penetration...

Relief.

Knowledge so vast. It'll never be enough...

I should leave....make a few calls.....meet some ppl..help a friend...

work tonight. Im already exhausted. I work enough. But I should work more.

May be there should be more hours in the day.

Oh no time...I should really go now.....

But how to end this?

ah got it......

My mind. This should be the title.

The horse symbolic for speed and movement and constant running.

The constant running...not running away.

But Toward. Toward. In that Direction. Toward.

Toward.............................................................................. where are my keys?